| I'm getting a new cell today so yeah... thats about all thats happening lately... umm... Oh yeah I have a summer job so I won't be around that much. Getting 'em soon so yeah...I'll let you all know so you can call me. Heh.. my "dad" is being a shit head and hes out there yellin at some guy because he suppousedly scraped my car. I kinda feel sorry for the guy cuz I could really care less about my car I'm buying a new one soon anyways. Some of my hamsters had babies and then they had babies and my mom is freaking out. Its kinda funny but I guess its just natural. If I die I hope my brother isn't around hes probably gonna be poking at my dead body and hes acting really gay right now. (Hes suppousedly trying to be a girl...) I just gave my hamster a piece of Jello and he ate it. Heh.
Oh yeah when I was going through this drive through my gay ass friend was sitting in the back and when I was leaveing he mooned the fucking cashier... The guy stuck his head out the window and yelled at us and started cursing at us. It was fucking funny. I couldn't help but laughing the whole way. Well thats all I got for you kitties today later.
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| Hrm I talked to my ex-gf today.... I wonder if she still has feelings for me... we got into a huge fight though... now I wish I'd watch what I said more often... The thing is she thinks I cheated on her so I'm fucked up today.... I got a picture of my tatoo....
Yeah there it is.... It hurt like hell when I was getting it though... It doesn't hurt anymore but it ain't cummin off so yeah. Thats all I have to write for now peace out.
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| Hey hey whats happenin? What about me you ask? Hrm... Nothing but shit happenin over here. My cousin just joined in on the war. So who's next? Sorry guys got no pictures of anyone I can put in today. This message is gonna be short. Alright don't expect to learn anything from my Xanga. Its a bunch of shit I just type in nothing special so I don't bother checkin who checks out my Xanga or not. Its friggen cold over here. I don't get it its summer and its cold. Maybe its me.. ok nvm its getting warmer. Hrm... My friend just sent me a picture of him... Should I post? Heck I'll do it anyways. Actually I found a much cutter picture of Boa... And no she did not have plastic surgrey if you think she did you don't know shit. Its not the best picture of her but its just something i found.... and forget my friend's picture.
 Like I said that ain't the best picture of her but I like it...
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| Annmarrie your piture looks awsome. Thanks for letting me use it. Much love. Some of you may think I got it bad? Eh? But you know what take a walk in my shoes..... I got a girl I love... but whats that? After the death of my real mother.... I just don't know about life anymore....

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| damn I just got home....and I'm fu*king tired... I was gone on a vacation with my cousins and this girl I know we call her Koda but her real name is Jenna. Damn shes fine lookin in a bakini...uhhh anyways..I burned my finger the other day and earler today. It was kinda funny in my own way... My damn stupid friend caked me yesterday and even though I showered I still smell like cake. I'm always regreting what I do... 'cuz I do so many stupid thisngs.. its like I'm no longer in control of what I do anymore...Sometimes i feel like I have to sides of me.. One side just kills and murder people, and the other sidejust wants to kill himself right now, right here... Lately I've been pissed off at everything and the thing is no one got me angry or anything. I guess its because I'm just disappionted in myself for what I did and I don't wanna talk about what I did. Maybe life is like a ride on a freeway Dodging bullets while you're trying to find your way Everyone's around, but no one does a damn thing It brings me down, but I won't let them
If I seem bleak Well you'd be correct And if I don't speak It's cause I can't disconnect But I won't be burned up by the reflection Of the fire in your eyes As you're staring at the sun howooowoow As you're staring at the sun howooowoow As you're staring at the sun howooowoow As you're staring at the sun As you're staring at the sun!
HEY! When I ran I didn't feel like a runaway HEY! When I escaped I didn't feel like I got away HEY! There's more to living than only surviving Maybe I'm not there, but I'm still trying
Though you hear me I don't think that you relate My will is something That you can't confiscate So forgive me, but I won't be frustrated By destruction in your eyes As you're staring at the sun howooowoow As you're staring at the sun howooowoow
HEY! When I ran I didn't feel like a runaway HEY! When I escaped I didn't feel like I got away HEY! There's more to living than only surviving Maybe I'm not there, but I'm still trying
Though you hear me I don't think that you relate My will is something That you can't confiscate So forgive me, but I won't be frustrated By destruction in your eyes As you're staring at the sun howooowoow As you're staring at the sun howooowoow
HEY! Maybe life is like a ride on a freeway HEY! Dodging bullets while you're trying to find your way HEY! Everyone's around, but no one does a damn thing It brings me down, but I won't let them
If I seem bleak Well you'd be correct And if I don't speak It's cause I can't disconnect But I won't be burned up by the reflection Of the fire in your eyes As you're staring at the sun howooowoow As you're staring at the sun howooowoow As you're staring at the sun howooowoow As you're staring at the sun As you're staring at the sun!
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